"For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,/ Th' oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely,/ The pangs of despised love, the law’s delay,/ The insolence of office, and the spurns/ That patient merit of th' unworthy takes,/ When he himself might his quietus make/ With a bare bodkin?" (Act. 3 Sc. 1)--- Should I live or die?

Okay now everything is getting to my head. I mean why bother anymore with this terrible life. Why would anyone want to deal with everything that is thrown at them. I mean I am seriously thinking about suicide right now. Does anyone else agree with me? I don't know why I bother with that question anymore no one listens, no one cares. This life sucks! Man it would be so much easier to just take my life right now with a knife or something. This life all its abuses, the rudeness and mistreatment that comes from everyone! My goodness, I know I wouldn't want to deal with that stuff anymore. Live or die, live or die, live or die...ahhh I'm so confused. There's just way too much stuff going on right now in my life. Maybe it is better to end it. But if I do where would I go? Well that's what is keeping me from doing that. I don't know what the afterlife is like. My father's ghost scared me even more telling me about the afterlife especially purgatory! Well all I know is that maybe whatever the afterlife is, it is better than what I have to deal with right now!!!!!

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No more, no more of this life! I cannot bear it any longer. Oh this girl must be feeling the same. The world around is crumbling, and falling apart! Just like mine. Well I will think about it...who knows maybe it will be better if I'm not in this terrible life anymore!!!